Nobody tells me anything, god dammit. All I have to say are things I found out by what I hear my mom talking on the phone.
Anyway, frustration aside, grandma made it through the surgery. She was kept in an induced coma until today, but I don’t know if she woke up yet because, again, nobody tells me anything.
Nobody knows how bad she’ll be when she wakes up. All we know is that she is going to be worse before she gets better.
You know that awkward moment when you’re crying and you see something funny and your emotions have no idea what you’re doing and you make some really weird sound that shouldn’t be heard for the sake of everyone else’s sanity?
Don’t take things so seriously. You should learn with Black, and be a little more carefree. You are strong, you just need to see this.
Don’t worry so much about your little crush, you wouldn’t hurt him. Chances are, you two would help each other and be adorable together.
Also, go buy some real pants.
I still would have a crush on you, but noo, you had to go to another college. If I had the guts to talk to you in high school, I think we would have been at least good friends, because you liked many of the things I did.
… Is it weird that I knew a lot about you?
I wish things hadn’t ended the way they did. You were with me for so long, you helped me through so much… But that’s life, I guess. I miss you. You were amazing, and sometimes I still get nostalgic, remembering the things we used to do.
I still have that plushie you gave me. I still have those toys we got in that party.
But I can’t actually say this to you, because whenever we meet by accident, things just seem awkward. I know you still like many of the things I do, but… I guess we don’t know each other anymore.
I miss you.
(I got three of these hahaha <3)
Oh god baby I’m so sorry I keep messing up your life in name of my entertainment. But it’s just so much fun! You are my baby, and I promise things will get better, just… start following your own advices. Things will get easier if you do. As in, I won’t be able to screw up with your life nearly as much as I do.
(answering this as Touya because Mel wrote to Touya as N and because I can)
I’m sorry you had to go through all of that. You didn’t deserve to be in that situation. I am constantly amazed that, despite everything, you still managed to be a nice person.
I wish we talked more, but I haven’t been seeing you much. It might be my fault, since I haven’t been going out for something other than training in a while. I’m glad that you consider me a friend. I just wish I could be there when you need me.
You are a badass. You are strong, proud and just generally awesome. You helped your friends through so much and you managed to do it without forgetting about yourself and I can’t begin to describe how awesome that is.
You are still a little awkward with displays of affection, but you’ll learn. And then you can cuddle the hell out of your boyfriend.
When I grow up, I want to be like you I know I’m 18 shut up I’m growing up.
I will write about the following, anonymously leave one in my ask box
- Dear girl/boy I hate,
- Dear boy/girl I like,
- Dear ex bestfriend,
- Dear bestfriend,
- Dear mom,
- Dear dad,
- Dear Santa,
- Dear future me,
- Dear girl/boy im jealous of
- Dear boy/girl i had a crush on.
Grandma is in surgery. It started around 5 PM.
Mom is in the waiting room with my uncles and aunts. Now, we just wait, I guess.